| Yes, I live |
[Jun. 23rd, 2009|07:42 am] |
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Ok everyone I live. Here is the deal:
- Running another awesome d&d game, LOVING it.
- Work is crazy busy, but i enjoy my job
- trying to live healthier, one baby step at a time
- my music collection is OUT OF CONTROL
- blu-ray rocks
- i love horribad television (big brother, survivor, im a celebrity, etc)
- ebooks yum
You?
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| ignore |
[May. 21st, 2008|09:44 am] |
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ignore me today. im totally almost completely not serious about any of that. hahahaa
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but i AM going to get a gun maybe. rangemaster ftw |
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| pardon |
[May. 21st, 2008|09:39 am] |
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pardon my black mood and blacker comedy...
but i am seriously considering .... nothing :P |
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| really |
[May. 21st, 2008|09:36 am] |
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I dont even know if anyone reads this anymore, but I am buying a gun. I am going to go to rangemaster, learn to shoot. The gun is for me. Because I think it would be neat. |
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| /sigh |
[May. 21st, 2008|09:21 am] |
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| |  cynical | ] |
and then there was one. bring up the orchestra, play me off stage my friends. |
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| hello old friends |
[Apr. 2nd, 2008|02:49 pm] |
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the door that opened, i now close
good night whispered to evening shadows
this age is ending, i leave
my steps taking me down new pathways
until we meet again
on some sundrenched shore
know that my prayer is life and love for you
peace upon your heart, and hope for your future
farewell, farewell |
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| Haunted - A Dirge |
[Mar. 28th, 2008|01:53 pm] |
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| | somber | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Neverending Story - The Birthday Massacre | ] |
let us take up a dirge, weep for the First Children
peer into the distant past, their fate displayed
loved of God, worshippers of the most high
their leader, archangel of heaven itself
majestic cityscapes, grand civilization
shall we hear whispers of the first seeds of rebellion?
Lucifer's siren call of Power and Freedom
although no bonds restrain, no lack exists
atop their skyscrapers they converse with angels
make plans to join highest revolt
can you begin to see a glimpse of their whole world
as one, following their leaders call
exchanging temples to YHVH
for worship of the son of the morning
drunk on the height of their civilization
high on the promised rulership of the universe
they reject the living God
who gave them all, they know not death
they had no sickness or pain
and yet they rebelled
to give all and be rejected
the Creator raged
Lucifer besieged heaven
Michael cast him down
the angels who promised
their deception exposed
cast down to earth
the earth watches, aghast
in sorrow God releases rain
a mighty flood to destroy all
every beloved creation
the first children rage
and then, are silent
towers fall, decay, and still the flood continues
immortal flesh made mortal
disembodied, first children float in raging
chaotic waters
their only company, the ones who deceived them
they cry out to God, he has turned away his head
they have chosen their path, and now they have
ETERNITY
to regret their choice
ages pass... then a hoary frost is breathed
from heaven down to earth
the world frozen, waters ceased to move
ages pass
and then
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recreation. the first children wake from their stupor
see new life around them. for a moment, hope
but then, Adam.
their forms twisted with hate, regret, and rage
they cannot abide replacement
Hear the siren call of their deceiver
once again beckoning them to service
they failed to take heaven but
they could destroy the usurpers paradise
why should they be allowed the Fathers love?
why should the Earth be theirs?
empowered by the Fallen angels
another breed of fallen rises
raging against the second breed
forever hating, forever striving
to displace, disrupt, and destroy
their replacements in the eyes of God |
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| all i want |
[Mar. 26th, 2008|01:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | All I Want - Future of Forestry | ] |
to find some peace
some solace
and yet...
the vistas painted in my imagination call to me,
my blood set boiling with Forever
frustration with my friends
irritation with myself
forgiving self has been my hardest thing to do
i am not worried because i am mad...
i am worried because i do not get mad anymore
i do not expect anything of most people
and thus am not disappointed
i find apathy gripping me from one side
while from the other, that Eternal landscape of the future
the truth of certainty calling out, piercing the reality of the bleakness of today
which way will I follow?
it seems to change each day.
every victory turns to stumble
which changes back to status quo
and then to victory again
who are the shadows that call out?
why do we make the choices we do?
the shadows of the first children fester with rage
their story must be told
though they will not love me for it, or even hate me less
ravings of a madman, or meanderings of a prophet.
follow me, and we will find out together. |
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| Celtic Women was AWESOME |
[Feb. 29th, 2008|03:43 pm] |
it blew my mind. It was magical, timeless, gorgeous, mystical, and full of wonder.
I loved it.
Lighting techs, however, should die in a fire (or at least learn to do their jobs) |
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| the journey, part one |
[Feb. 22nd, 2008|02:44 pm] |
what journey do your feet now tread
alone on this lifes path
the light gone dim still shows the way
we stumble on, dogged
a shaking hand holds the candle
eyes peer out into night
low burnt wax through long vigil kept
watching empty pathway
will ever this path lead you home
away from dark of night
walk a while with me my brother
ill tell tales of good times
cheerful smile holds back the darkness
forget burden for now
perhaps we will stray into light
leave shadow world behind
maybe we will live as we should
return home forever
or will we drift apart again
a million strangers walk
inches apart but do not speak
together but alone |
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| This makes me want an effing beer! |
[Feb. 18th, 2008|02:17 pm] |
By a lonely prison wall
I heard a young girl calling
Michael, they have taken you away
For you stole Trevelyn’s corn
So the young might see the morn
Now a prison ship lies waiting in the bay
Low lie the fields of Athenry
Where once we watched the small free birds fly
Our love was on the wing we had dreams and songs to sing
It’s so lonely ‘round the fields of Athenry
By a lonely prison wall
I heard a young man calling
Nothing matters, Mary when you’re free
Against the famine and the Crown
I rebelled, they cut me down
Now you must raise our child with dignity
Low lie the fields of Athenry
Where once we watched the small free birds fly
Our love was on the wing we had dreams and songs to sing
It’s so lonely ‘round the fields of Athenry
By a lonely harbor wall
She watched the last star falling
As that prison ship sailed out against the sky
Sure she’ll wait and hope and pray
For her love in Botany Bay
It’s so lonely ‘round the fields of Athenry
It’s so lonely ‘round the fields of Athenry
Low lie the fields of Athenry
Where once we watched the small free birds fly
Our love was on the wing we had dreams and songs to sing
It’s so lonely ‘round the fields of Athenry |
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| oh good lord |
[Dec. 31st, 2007|02:37 pm] |
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I never posted this, but Transformers was the SHIZ. Top ten movies of all time, for sure. |
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| Well |
[Dec. 31st, 2007|02:36 pm] |
A Late MERRY CHRISTMAS and a Happy New Year!
Be safe, my friiends. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 19th, 2007|02:46 pm] |
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I need to see Beowulf. Now. |
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| Oceans 13 |
[Jun. 18th, 2007|03:50 pm] |
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Was Great. Took my dad out for fathers day, kevin took his dad too. We did Steak & Ale and then Fantastic Four : Rise of the Silver Surfer. They had a great time. :) |
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| My one disappointment |
[May. 27th, 2007|08:05 am] |
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| | amused | ] |
with pirates 3...
Is that the version of 'Hoist the Colours High' on the soundtrack is neutered (eg, way short). But you know what? Im going to fix that.
This afternoon + me + audacity + that mp3 = extended mix.
Its going to be awesome. |
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| Pirates 3 |
[May. 26th, 2007|02:08 am] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
In my opinion, it was
The best of the trilogy.
The best movie so far this year.
The absolute eye-searingly hottest that Keira Knightley has EVAR been.
Awesome. I will be seeing that again. yes, I will. For these reasons.
1. Keira is mind warpingly hot.
2. I dont understand all that happened. Apparently that was the directors intent, that multiple viewings should be required. Lucky for him, I like that (when the movie is great, as this one is).
3. Didnt you listen?! Keira is primal instinct causing rock-solid lust invoking HOT in this movie.
Whew. |
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| from: anonymous (*note: not reflective of my current mood/state) |
[May. 25th, 2007|12:35 am] |
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no one wants to talk to me
i fear this is the end
and all it would have taken
is for me to have a friend
as the lights begin to dim
for perhaps the last day
the curtain closes on a man
who somehow lost his way
look elsewhere for encouragement
as smile it leaves my face
and do me the kind favor
memories of me erase
i did not make a difference
although its true i tried
i loved and gave all that i had
and yes, its true, i lied
i tried to be the bestest friend
a person could e'er be
but in the end it was too true
no one wants to talk to me
so whispers choke out one last phrase
to end this somber song
may all you do be ever blessed
and may your life be long |
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